She is growing up way too fast. My little crumb is now a very independent 4-year-old, and I'm loving every moment of her. My selfish urges have gone into overdrive, and I do not want to miss a moment of her sweet life. She is my buddy 24/7. We get each other {okay, maybe I get her much more than she gets my need for a coffee break, email time-out, or the general boring pesky grown-up stuff}, but in general we have fun. A lot of fun.
Just today, we discussed a favorite book in detail and why she loves it. She then asked why I like to read it to her. She's curious, she cares, and she can hold up her end of the conversation. Good traits/skills I wish to foster and make sure she keeps forever and always.
Time is passing me by way too quickly. If only I could stand still and just be. Be free like her. I guess what I really want is for my Gaia Miette to remember these early days with her mama. Mostly, I want her to have fond memories with me. Recollecting some of the joyous times like when I helped her plant the "frijoles", search for worms for her 'worm farm', hula-hoop blunders {that would be moi}, singing "someone's in the kitchen at Gaia's" until we are hoarse, and snuggling in the mid-afternoon because what she needs most is her mama.
I count my blessings to be able to spend 100% of my time with my one and only girl. Believe me, we do without a lot to make this happen, but there is nothing I value more than my crumb's happiness. So I'm going to treat this "full-time job" with the utmost respect and take a sabbatical from this space for a while.
She and I have a whole world of blossoms to explore, so we hope you will understand...
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